U'll never guess....
ok u prolly will...
Guess who had the balls to text me today talkin about:
Hey. How are u. U havent called in a long time. How are u doin.
No, not Mickey B, not my stalker, not T Time... Yep.... u guessed it.. Rico!
The balls this guy has.. LOL... I havent replied yet. Im tryna keep myself at peace and he brings nothing but unrest. I feel like its a test. Like God is like, yea she giving me praises and thinkin about me now but lets see what happens if this dude pop back up on the scene..... Well ha God, u made me too wise for that. I know u think Im playing but Im serious. We leavin that dude in the 08.
I may reply later, like if im utterly bored but I will not do some of the dumb things I have done in the past like drive to go see him or call him. Got my head on straight and my soul on peace and thats all I need.
In other news, classes today were all cut short because of the heat. Professors dont even wanna be here so they know the students dont want to either. I dig. One of my profs told us that we didnt have to come back to class at all.. LOL. Just lazy but I aint even mad tho. I really need to go summer clothes shoppin cuz I am burnin up in my jeans but Im tryna be good and save my tax refund $$$. We will see how that goes.
I have started reading Steve Harvey's book, Act like a Woman, Think like a Man. Its good stuff... Its not really telling me anything profound yet. People tell me all the time I act like a dude. lol. I mean there are just some feminine qualities that I choose not to partake in!. LOL. But umm yea I wanna share a lil snippet from Ch. 2:
"Nothing on this planet can compare with a woman’s love—it is kind and compassionate, patient and nurturing, generous and sweet and unconditional. Pure.
If you are her man, she will walk on water and through a mountain for you, too, no matter how you’ve acted out, no matter what crazy thing you’ve done, no matter the time or demand.
If you are her man, she will talk to you until there just aren’t any more words left to say, encourage you when you’re at rock bottom and think there just isn’t any way out, hold you in her arms when you’re sick, and laugh with you when you’re up.
And if you’re her man and that woman loves you—I mean really loves you? - she will shine you up when you’re dusty, encourage you when you’re down, defend you even when she’s not so sure you were right, and hang on your every word, even when you’re not saying anything worth listening to.
And no matter what you do, no matter how many times her friends say you’re no good, no matter how many times you slam the door on the relationship, she will give you her very best and then some, and keep right on trying to win over your heart, even when you act like everything she’s done to convince you she’s The One just isn’t good enough.
That’s a woman’s love—it stands the test of time, logic, and all circumstance." ~ Steve Harvey
If that aint sum true ish IDK what is. Its soo funny cuz I was once that girl and Rico was once that guy. But now its gone. He convinced me that HE was not The One. And now that I am trying to rid myself of him once and for all and he wants to pop back up on the scene. This kinda reminds me a Drake's song Sooner than Later. Check it out if u ever get a chance. Lyrics:
I forgot to call you on your birthday
You swear you the last thing on my mind
There is nothing I can do to fix it
All you ever asked me for was time
When our lights don't glow the same way that they used to
And I finally get a moment to myself
I will realize you were everything I’m missin
And you’ll tell me you’re in love with someone else
So can you do me a favor?
If I pull it together
Make it sooner than later
We wont be here for ever
And ill realize I waited too long
But please don’t move on
You don’t need no one else
Welp, thats all folks!
♥ Morgo
