The Evolution of Me

Thank you Lauryn Hill...

I tell u. People now a days dont have a concept of respect. It can be earned, given, lost, etc.

And if I respect you, the least you can do is reciprocate.

TBONE pulled his own noose and hung himself with me last nite. We are texting and he calls me another chicks name. The name of a chick who likes him, but he "dont like her like that and doesnt talk to her". The name of the chick that said I was ugly. The name of the chick who looks like her face has been stung my bees and never recovered....

And on top on that how retarded do you have to be to TEXT someone another chicks name? I mean clearly, my name and picture were in the left corner of the screen while he was sending the text.

So I simply told him I was done. I dont have time for the games and I will not tolerate being disrespected by anyone!! SIMPLE AS THAT!

#lifegoeson

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Sigh...
Tbone has been on a relentless mission to get back in my good graces...

Friday night I allowed (yes, i have the power) him to take me to McCormick and Schmicks for dinner. We talked. He swears things are on the up and up but I beg to differ. Then Sunday we went to Fatburger and then to the park. I will admit I did enjoy spending time with him but I cant allow myself to get swallowed up in the woo...

After we talked I feel like we are still at a stale mate. I think we want two different things. Or rather we want the same thing, but I just want it from someone who is more on my level. His priorities, responsibility, finances, education, etc arent up to the level that I would like someone who I claim to be my boyfriend to be.

And I can only say so much to him about it. He is sensitive... and I dont want to hurt his feelings because I honestly do kinda like him but I wont allow myself to be duped! I have too much going for myself.

So what are the right words to gently bruise the male ego? Cuz them suckas are the biggest babies I know when it comes to pride. SMH.


Anywho,

Tomorrow is my stalker, Cleotis' birthday.. I would text him and wish him well but weve been doing good on the no texting, calling, etc. and I dont want to mess that up. lol

Next Monday is Senor Smooth's birthday... this negro had the nerve to request a freakin Beats by Dre headphones from me... uh what??? we been out on ONE date! FAIL!!! Mind you all I got on my bday, christmas, and valentines day was a phone call...

SMH.. MALES... almost enough to make u turn to the other side... ALMOST!

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