The Evolution of Me

The last week I had a dream. It kinda scared all balls outta me so I didnt wanna talk about it but its still on my mind. I cant remember all of the details but I will do my best to recap.

Basically I was being used as a human sacrifice and it was by my own mother, like Abraham did his son. There were ppl gathered around waitin for the big shabang. I got up from the platform cuz I was chickening out but my mom leads me back and sits there holding my hand as we wait. She asks "Do u trust me?" I say yes as tears start to fall from my face. She tells me she loves me and as I reply I love u too, there is a big black mass comin towards me.. kinda eclipse like. I couldnt tell what it was cuz I was looking at my mother. The object was gettin closer n closer and then I woke up.

Now what does this mean? Is this a message sayin my life is about to be over? Is this God callin me to him? Am I supposed to be the new Savior? Is this indicative of my mothers faitfulness in God as Abraham's was??? Sigh.. im soo confused!

God please grant me clarity and understanding.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

I am an ARTIST.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

I am thinkin of buyin some anti age serum cuz obviously I am not aging gracefully at all.... I went to Giant to buy a cocoa milk and on the way out this guy stops me.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

Dont be alarmed ppl. I dont mean it in the physical sense. Emotionally...

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

Im gonna try to get some stability to the blog.. so now I am implementing Music Monday.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

Today I was in class and wrote the date. First thought.. what an interesting day to be born on.. second thought.. today is skinny's bday.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

While I am a true geek from head to toe, I do have a creative side. I love ART. Thats why Im a art minor. Art is life. Just about ANYTHING can be an art. Sitting here watchin Cake Boss on TLC and these ppl arent just baking cakes. There are true artists. I mean alot of this stuff is crazy. Its beautiful, its craftsmanship, its colorful, its expression its ART.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

Ugh.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

First Week of School

So this week was pretty good all around. Got adjusted into my new classes and I think this could be the yr I bring back my 4.0 (pullin in down, speakin life into it, all that good stuff).
One on day I have all male teachers. This has NEVER happened to me. I think Ive only had like 4 or 5 males teachers my entire academic career (PreK - now). Nothin against male teachers, just not who I am used to dealing with. One the other day I am surrounded by women. Ugh.

So who will get on my nerves the fastest?? The Testosterone or the Estrogen?
(if u guess Estrogen U are prolly rite..)

Im really excited for all the stuff I have the chance to do this semester. IDK y... Its not anything new, go to class, learn the material, take the test, group project and BAM.. easy grade. This semester Im sculpturing. (is that a word??) Well first day of classes Ol'Al has us gettin started on our first project. Wood Enclosures... whooooo.... lol

IDK why Im excited about this, I do like building things (sometimes) but this Im gonna have to do from scratch. There are no precut pieces or assembly instructions.. just all ME. Im gonna have to saw, drill, bevel and sand... Hopefully I will be able to do this with the least amount of injury to myself as possible. We all know Im a bit accident prone. lol

Mi profesora de espanol es muy antipatica. Not a down rite (WENCH) but she def is gonna make ppl work in her class. I might actually have to study.... But hey, at the end of it Im sure I will be fluent and sufficient in spanish. If anyone wants to help me, by chatting with me on AIM r sumthin in spanish.. IM DOWN. lol.

My internship... Well, I was only there one day. The women seem, ehh. To start off with, they were late gettin there. How does the intern arrive before any of the paid employees come open the door???? My motto is, if you're early you're on time. If you're on time, you're late and if you're late... dont even bother showing up. Yea, its a real issue I have. Ask my mom. Seriously.
Anywho, Im in there about 15min before the boss strolls in, introduces herself and gives me my first assignment - to rewrite a press release that some other intern had written. I was a little nervous, but I took a deep breath and banged it out. They liked it so much that they wanted me to write 2 more. Ha- take that!

Then I had to go on location to work at an event for one of the clients. The Lottery. Who knew so many people played? But yea, working the event was actually pretty fun. So this will hopefully work out well.

Anywho, thats all for now.

• 
• 
• 
• 
• 

I LOVE IT... so far

• 
• 
• 
• 
•