2010
I would just like to take this opportunity to thank GOD for looking out for me as he has always done. He is the best.
I decided to bring in the NY with my brownie. First we went to church. Then we originally wanted to bun all nite with out respective boos but things didnt work out. So what else is there to do but go to a hotel party!!!!
All in all it was a fun nite. I gave my # to 2 guys.. idk y cuz they were both yellow and Im like my men butter pecan tan. lol. One of them was 6'2" so that did strike my fancy. All in all it was a good nite. We were the last ones to leave the room after our host started urlin and passed out on the bed. I didnt get home til 6am. THANK GOD I MADE IT.
I had been up for a full 24 hrs. I had to drop Brownie off and then drive home to West Bumba (Never thought I would say this but I will be ecstatic when we move!!!). I dozed off a couple of times, was over the double lines and everything. I called a few ppl to talk to me until I got home and no one picked up.... LOSERS!. God had my back. And when I made it to my house all I could do was say let out a tear as I hit the pillow.
Come to find out that the second guy I gave my # to had "sexually assaulted" (why dont they say raped?) a 17yr old girl in that same room we were in sometime after left and out host had passed out. WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! Once again I say THANK U GOD. That could have been me. He kept askin if we could have some "personal time" and I was like u can sit here and talk to me. Then we went in the bathroom and he started to rap me up. He tried to close the door but I was like "I'm claustrophobic so we gotta keep that open" lol. I am such a liar... but a liar who wasnt sexually assaulted....
God looks after children and fools... since I turned 21 already I guess Im the latter....
Nonetheless its 2010!!!
The year of the Graduation....
The year of Change....
The year of Growth....
The year of Blasphemy (Unwanted of Course)......
The year of Love......
The year of Baby.....
Thats right blogamily.... this year will definitely be action packed. In a mere 4 months, 16 days and 6 hrs, (May 5th @ 2pm for all u math challenged folks) yours truly will be a college graduate. Can you believe it???
If you asked anybody that knows me, they would say yea. Everybody thinks Im such a square, on the straight and narrow. X told me that my head is cemented to my shoulders... SMH. I wish ppl would stop type casting me. I am human, I make mistakes (even tho I dont like to) and all this pressure of everyone having expectations on me is terrible. Thats why this year I am dedicated to making this the year of the Morgo.
Oh in approximately 5 months, yours truly will be welcoming a baby. Right now we call it Fuzzy. Next week hopefully the Dr will reveal lil Fuzzy's gender. I am hoping for a BOY but if its a girl I cant say that I will 100% hate it. But seeing as how I have already nickname the baby Fuzzy, I think it fits a male better than a female.... FUZZY DONT LET ME DOWN.
The year of Love? Maybe, Maybe not. There is a saying that "you will never fall in love if you dont believe someone will be there to catch you." Thats so true. I trust no one. Maybe I might find someone to take a chance on this year... whatever God has in his plans for me.
My family thinks that I am going to bring home a white man for my hubby. Ummm.. idk about that. Its not that I am opposed to interracial dating or anything like that. Its just I love me sum hazelnut dark chocolate... mmmmm... lol
Anywho. thats all for now.
