Morgo the Tigress
Sigh. I have the itch.. (no not like that!) Im just a little antsy right now. Im feeling sum anxiety and IDK what to do. Im just bored with life. School, home, eat, sleep. Everyday is pretty much the same. Im bored with myself too. I feel like I need a change. A hair cut? Hair color? Mohawk? Tattoo? Piercing? IDK but whatever it is I wish it would happen like now.
I talked it over with my mom like I do all major decisions. She said that if I had to do sumthin I should maybe consider gettin my nose pierced. Which is kinda of ironic because a month or so ago when I introduced the idea of a nose ring she replied "Go ahead and get it. But you will look foolish being the head of Wall Street with a piercing in your nose." Is that true? Can you not be successful in corporate America if u have piercings or tattoos? I know alot of ppl my age who have expressed themselves through body art and you mean to tell me they will all be workin @ Mickey D's or something equal to that when they get out of college all because they got a tattoo??
Mom also said that the anxiety I am feeling is a need to fill and void. But the only thing that can fill that void is Christ. So until I go to Him, I will just keep looking for the new thing to fill the void. I mean it makes sense to a degree but at the same time, Im not really searching for sumthing to make me happy. Im just looking for sumthing to change the mundane to extraordinary. Add a lil spice. Ya Know.
I think I may look cute with a nose ring. Just the little tiny post. But like the tattoo thing, IDK if its something I want for the rest of my life. Yes I can take it out whenever I feel like it but then Im just gonna have a hole in my nose. UGH im so confused. I need a sign that I am making the right decision. But since that'll prolly never happen maybe I should hold off on any body altering procedures until Im 100% sure or atleast 95%.
New Saying of the Week: "--(insert subject or pronoun here) sucks balls" and "Meanwhile...."
